Paralysis

When Wright first discovers his mother’s paralysis, he is shocked and unable to understand her condition. During Wright’s turbulent young life, his mother had remained a constant presence, a woman who, even after his father’s abandonment, stayed strong. Her strength makes her illness “seem unthinkable.” (85) Now, Wright’s rock has crumbled, leaving Wright stunned and silenced. He becomes emotionally withdrawn from his family members, especially his mother, whom he cannot bear to talk to, look at, or tend. He refuses to eat food and is embarrassed when he is forced to eat or when comments are made about his unhealthy weight. He wishes he were older, so he would not have to rely so on others. Wright is simply unable to cope with his mother’s paralysis, a drastic change in his life. His mother had been his voice-of-reason when Wright was in trouble, and she had tried to be his provider of food and affection. Her illness pierces Wright and leaves him unsure of himself and his future. He is fearful of her death, and this fear and uncertainty pins him to silence and numbness.